Hello June!

 Assalamualaikum, everyone!

How was your June going? Does it give you such a memorable moment?

I don't know yours, but hope it was certainly well for you.

I want to tell you something, that I obviously felt and experienced lately. It was almost related to our life, maybe. This was about gratitude.

Sometimes, we were only really not to be careful about things that are going surroundings. Just let it flow. Let the sorrow happen, let the joy happen. Flowing without seeing that things running well for reason. It was the fact that I saw in my life. I don't really see anything clearly. That everything had a lesson to get us learned of it. 

Today, I have just an English test. The score was average I thought, just like I woke up from my dreams. I expected nothing. Just took several exercises with sources that I have. And the result was not what I want to get. I would not say that it was my fault. I studied before even if it is not the maximum I got to do. I thought I was not all out, it was the problems.

Even though my maximum score was not my desire, I want to try taking a lesson from it. I got something from this test. About gratitude. That always I forgot to do. 

I took the test and got the result. Then I was able to do the test. I have me an effort to answer some questions. Even at the last moment of the test, I was trembling, the time was really limited and almost over but I got several number empties. It was my regret. 

My goodness, my score was successful through the passing grade. I was regretful but grateful at the same time. Some friends of mine, of them, could not pass the test. Just try to give them the motivation, it was not the end of the world. I also assumed that the test today also depends on each luck. No one knows about that. Just trying our best.

In the end, I learned that everything has been written for me. Maybe I was not prepared for it as well, but that was okay. At least, I have tried as much as I can. I was so dramatic.

This June was unpredictable. Actually, a lot of things happened. I was sick in the first week. Then got so much stress with my final project report. Maybe it was my time to take a lesson on how hard this month was going. 

Before I was sick. my friend told me that I should keep my health. I just like oh wow this guy was really caring of me. Sometimes, I thought that he was like a future reader, I felt like he can always read me. I still don't know even if he has that intention or whether he was just pretty well to use his logical mind. So mysterious. 

Well, the good news was my final project report was still ongoing. I am at the last chapter of this project. But I have to repair my diction in chapter 4 because it sounds a bit cranky to read. I should make it academic readable and more aesthetic. Then the only barrier to finishing my work was my laziness. It is always hard to begin writing. And I realised it was based on my mood. If my mood of mine was good I can work on my project clearly. Vice versa, I would not like to see my laptop or even my notes, just do scrolling my social media.

I just share what I want to share. This June was kinda hard for me. Because next month, there will be a final assignment test. Bismillah. Wish I get what I wanted or at least my hard work would get a good result in the end. I do really wish.

Yeah, that's all my story about this month. Several days left would be busy with some preparation for my final assignment test. I don't know why I have to write this, but I think that my future me will need this.

Thank you for reading this till the end!

Wassalam.