Thought

 I lost my control

don't know what to do

.....

the days of this month will never be my best 

I realized sometimes I was wrong

I never  be in the right side, not always

the wrongness haunted me

it makes me think too much

as much as I don't know how much I thought it

again, I lost and don't  know what it is

.....

even if I had worst day

I still believe I'm not alone

the blessing of God will always besides me

sometimes I found out that God sent me the guardian angels

to fix my day

thanks God

thanks that You've sent for me your angels

.....

this letter might be very ridiculous

yeah, it's me and just me

that I'm part of a freakin' person

I'm sorry for not being what you've expected

I'm just me, myself, and I

that I have so much wrongness

sorry about that

.....

and I just say thanks to all of my guardian angels

that comes to me in form of family

form of friends

form of everything I never know

all of you guys have a space in my heart

.....

it is just what my mind thinks and what my heart feels

don't take it too far

I'm still here

if you know where place I was

you know 

then you will find me

.....

thank you for reading :)

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